Post by Ekaterina on May 12, 2012 5:52:42 GMT -5
How did it all begin? What was the catalyst to take a young noble woman and make her go rogue? To change the sweetness of innocents into a heart more frigid than the polar caps? Memoirs of the past, not meant to bring forth sorrow or pity, for that will never be asked. Understanding? Hardly, for little care is placed upon what others thought. Explanation perhaps, a bit of insight into the heart and mind of the individual. Directions of how a life of happiness and joy can be easily altered by a singular event in time.
Life was good in Kiel whilst growing up as an only child of a highly respected and noble man. A position of prestige that had been worked for all her fathers life. Sweat, blood, and tears was the basis upon which her fathers fortune had been made. But her mother, she always strove for more, wanting a higher status in life than what he had been able to provide. Not from lack of trying, or spending countless hours and days away from home. It would be a single event that would set the stage for all things to follow after; a simple informal ball is to where this curtain opens, and upon the stage for all to see is a gathering of all stations of nobles, hob-knobbing and rubbing elbows to create new friendships and alliances to their cause.
Her mother had drug not only her young daughter, but her husband to the event that neither really wanted to attend. But they both put on their pleasant smiles, and greeted all as if long lost friends. All to keep the woman of the house happy, and give them peace in between what seemed to be monthly events. The young girl, having just turned fifteen, was being paraded about by her overly proud mother. The only reprise the young girl would have, was the love of a father who also understood. When he seen the pained look upon his daughters face with another introduction to a High Lord and Lady, especially if they had an eligible son of marrying age, he would come to her rescue. Interrupting the chattering hens, he'd whisk his daughter out onto the dance floor, where the two would whisper their comments about those gathered at the ball and laugh. He would also listen to her complaints about her mother trying to marry her off to some high and mighty as well as overly arrogant Lord.
Many months would pass, and more events would be attended; though not all in the company of her father, when he was called away. More introductions to families, as her mother sang the praises of her eligible daughter. And as per usual, the events would end and the ride home would be spent with condemnation of how she enacted during the night.
"You shouldn't look so bored, Kat, it's unbecoming a lady." Usually accompanied with the sound of Tsk, Tsk, or a long drawn out sigh. "You really need to be more outgoing, show these people you're interested in them."
She would remain silent, to only occasionally glance in her mothers direction, before attention would return to the passing landscape outside the carriage window. She had wanted to ride her own horse, but only seemed to appall her mother with the suggestion.
"Young women of station don't travel upon horseback, Kat! They arrive in style in a carriage, and carry several trunks of wardrobe, so she can always be prepared for what ever event may take place." Then her mother would break off into past memories, of when she was a young woman looking to catch a Lords eye. "I want you to marry better than I did, so you need not worry over security of your position."
Here is where Kat would look to her mother and slightly narrow her eyes. "Father provides for us quite well mother! You get everything you ask for, even if you're being unreasonable in your request. He denies you nothing! How dare you complain!" Her father was her world, and how she missed him when he traveled away. When he was gone, she wasn't permitted to go hunting or trapping, let along take long rides upon her horse in the forest. Her mother would accuse him of trying to raise a heathen daughter, and ruin her for any chance of gaining any young nobleman's eye.
Again her mother would give an over dramatic sigh. "Ekaterina, I only want the best for you. I don't put down your father and what he's done. I only wish for your future to begin where ours is ending." That would end the conversation, thankfully, and the rest of the ride home to be in peace as she was left to her thoughts, and her mother silently plotted and connived.
It would some time after her sixteenth birthday, and an elaborate gala her mother put on to celebrate her age of becoming a young woman, that her mothers intentions and countless hours of researching names of prominent and eligible men would fruit. It would be late morning that a visitor would arrive to the Von Drasek Manor and ask to see the heads of the house. One Lord Hallsteinn Vlaken had taken an interest in the young woman being paraded around. He was a man who had to keep up a front to cover for his dubious and pretentious ways. A pretty wife, but one young enough to be taught what her position in life was to be. He wanted a show piece, one to flit about in the social network, whilst he would use her to detour from his true agenda and actions.
Her father was away on business, and thus the Lord would make frequent visits to the manor and spend time in long discussions with her mother. She always managed to fain a headache, or to coincidentally be away when she knew he was preparing to visit. But this daunted the Lord not, for his visits continued on a weekly basis, and the Lord had captivated her mother; more so his position as a High Lord and the size of his treasury.
She only hoped that when her father returned, she had the chance to talk to him before her mother did, or he met the Lord Vlaken. Odin must have heard her prayer, for the day her father returned, her mother was away to order some new gowns for an up coming event. He listened to her explanation of events, and her feelings on the matter. Not so much surprised as she was relieved to find her father took her side, and even suggested the next time he traveled away, that she was to accompany him; and she happily agreed.
Upon learning of her husbands return, her mother was quick to set up a meeting between he and the Lord Vlaken. Both her mother and the Lord truly expected for her father to readily agree to an arrangement of marriage, and that they would be greatly compensated in return. This outraged her father, that the Lord thought his daughter but a commodity to be bought or sold. In turn his venomous response of refusing the Lords interest in his daughter, and also announcing that on his next departure, his daughter would be accompanying him.
When this came out, this enraged the Lord and angered his wife greatly. That was when the two began to plot and see they both got what they wanted. The next event to take place, was a massive hunt in which all the Noble Lords would be expected to engage in, and their game to be that prepared for the dinner at the ball the following night. The Ladies would gather at the massive estate the event would transpire at, going over wardrobes and hackling like a bunch of hens as they fawned over the handsome Lords and chattered the latest gossip. The Lord and her mother plotted to rid the one and only thing that stood in their way, for accidents always happened during hunts. Oblivious to all actions, was she and her father, as he took to soothing her ruffled feathers when she was informed she could not partake of the hunt. She found that outlandish and unfair that she had to remain with all the cackling hens.
Days would pass and all seemed good and back in order. The Lord had made no more visits to the Von Drasek Manor, and her mother seemed subdued in pressing the marriage matter with her daughter and husband. She and her father figured that peace had finally encompassed their home, and they were even looking forward to the up coming event. If they only new the truth, perhaps the outcome would have been different.
Soon the three would travel to the massive estate of Hallsteinn Vlaken, for it was he who hosted the events that were to take place. The next day the men prepared for their hunt, given well wishes by their family members and friends as a luncheon was held to see them off. She stood off to the side, watching longingly as the men mounted their horses in preparation to ride away. Her eyes were upon her father, who would glance her way and offer a smile, then blow her a kiss that caused a smile to then appear upon her lips. Oblivious was she to the eyes of the Lord Vlaken upon her, like a hungry wolf would eye an injured rabbit it stalked. When they rode away, that would be the last time she seen her father alive.
The story upon the hunting parties return, was that an accident occurred when a spear meant for a charging bore missed its mark and buried into her fathers back. Meant to be stated as words of comfort to mother and child, was Lord Vlaken's words in saying her father suffered not. But it was the look shared by her mother and the Lord that gave her reason to pause, until her grief over took her mind and emotions. Until the day of her fathers funeral, she left the manor at dawn to ride through the massive forests, and never returned before dusk. It was upon the eve of her last return, that she'd learn the truth of what transpired, and her life would be forever changed.
It was during the final viewing of her fathers remains, that she found the inability to be in the room with the shell of her fathers being. She knew in her heart that her father had risen to now sit within the Halls of Valhalla with their family members and friends who had long since passed. That he sat at the great table, with a horn of mead within his hand, and surrounded by laughter; but this did little to sooth her aching heart. Instead she excused herself from the showing, and hid herself away. It was during this time that her mother and the Lord stole away to gloat and discuss future benefits. It was also the first time her mother asked for the details of her husbands death, to which she got a detailed description of how it was the Lord Vlaken himself that threw the spear that ended his life.
As if this wasn't a big enough blow to the emotionally fragile young girl in hiding, another slap in her face was the sound of their muffled laughter as they spoke of not only these details, but the arrangements that would soon follow once her father was set to sea upon a boat set ablaze; as was the Norse way of burial. Oh how she wanted to jump out and confront them both, to unleash the surge of anger that now raged inside her, and the hatred that was beginning to fester in her heart. But, she moved not an inch, frozen in place by the shock of what she learned. It wasn't hard to mask her feelings during the funeral procession and the lighting of the pyre, for the tears did that all by themselves; all felt heartbroken at seeing the young girls pain.
She managed to avoid all contact with everyone after they stood and watched the blazing ship sink into the Bay. Returning home and locking herself away in her room, and the fact that all was giving respect for the grieving process. But she wasn't grieving as they thought she would, instead it was her turn to plot and it was revenge that now burned brightly in her heart. Not just revenge against the Lord who's hand was responsible for her fathers death, but also against her mother for her part.
Revenge is indeed sweet, but it's also better served cold .... and this would give her time to set her stage for the next act .....
<~To be continued ....~>
Life was good in Kiel whilst growing up as an only child of a highly respected and noble man. A position of prestige that had been worked for all her fathers life. Sweat, blood, and tears was the basis upon which her fathers fortune had been made. But her mother, she always strove for more, wanting a higher status in life than what he had been able to provide. Not from lack of trying, or spending countless hours and days away from home. It would be a single event that would set the stage for all things to follow after; a simple informal ball is to where this curtain opens, and upon the stage for all to see is a gathering of all stations of nobles, hob-knobbing and rubbing elbows to create new friendships and alliances to their cause.
Her mother had drug not only her young daughter, but her husband to the event that neither really wanted to attend. But they both put on their pleasant smiles, and greeted all as if long lost friends. All to keep the woman of the house happy, and give them peace in between what seemed to be monthly events. The young girl, having just turned fifteen, was being paraded about by her overly proud mother. The only reprise the young girl would have, was the love of a father who also understood. When he seen the pained look upon his daughters face with another introduction to a High Lord and Lady, especially if they had an eligible son of marrying age, he would come to her rescue. Interrupting the chattering hens, he'd whisk his daughter out onto the dance floor, where the two would whisper their comments about those gathered at the ball and laugh. He would also listen to her complaints about her mother trying to marry her off to some high and mighty as well as overly arrogant Lord.
Many months would pass, and more events would be attended; though not all in the company of her father, when he was called away. More introductions to families, as her mother sang the praises of her eligible daughter. And as per usual, the events would end and the ride home would be spent with condemnation of how she enacted during the night.
"You shouldn't look so bored, Kat, it's unbecoming a lady." Usually accompanied with the sound of Tsk, Tsk, or a long drawn out sigh. "You really need to be more outgoing, show these people you're interested in them."
She would remain silent, to only occasionally glance in her mothers direction, before attention would return to the passing landscape outside the carriage window. She had wanted to ride her own horse, but only seemed to appall her mother with the suggestion.
"Young women of station don't travel upon horseback, Kat! They arrive in style in a carriage, and carry several trunks of wardrobe, so she can always be prepared for what ever event may take place." Then her mother would break off into past memories, of when she was a young woman looking to catch a Lords eye. "I want you to marry better than I did, so you need not worry over security of your position."
Here is where Kat would look to her mother and slightly narrow her eyes. "Father provides for us quite well mother! You get everything you ask for, even if you're being unreasonable in your request. He denies you nothing! How dare you complain!" Her father was her world, and how she missed him when he traveled away. When he was gone, she wasn't permitted to go hunting or trapping, let along take long rides upon her horse in the forest. Her mother would accuse him of trying to raise a heathen daughter, and ruin her for any chance of gaining any young nobleman's eye.
Again her mother would give an over dramatic sigh. "Ekaterina, I only want the best for you. I don't put down your father and what he's done. I only wish for your future to begin where ours is ending." That would end the conversation, thankfully, and the rest of the ride home to be in peace as she was left to her thoughts, and her mother silently plotted and connived.
It would some time after her sixteenth birthday, and an elaborate gala her mother put on to celebrate her age of becoming a young woman, that her mothers intentions and countless hours of researching names of prominent and eligible men would fruit. It would be late morning that a visitor would arrive to the Von Drasek Manor and ask to see the heads of the house. One Lord Hallsteinn Vlaken had taken an interest in the young woman being paraded around. He was a man who had to keep up a front to cover for his dubious and pretentious ways. A pretty wife, but one young enough to be taught what her position in life was to be. He wanted a show piece, one to flit about in the social network, whilst he would use her to detour from his true agenda and actions.
Her father was away on business, and thus the Lord would make frequent visits to the manor and spend time in long discussions with her mother. She always managed to fain a headache, or to coincidentally be away when she knew he was preparing to visit. But this daunted the Lord not, for his visits continued on a weekly basis, and the Lord had captivated her mother; more so his position as a High Lord and the size of his treasury.
She only hoped that when her father returned, she had the chance to talk to him before her mother did, or he met the Lord Vlaken. Odin must have heard her prayer, for the day her father returned, her mother was away to order some new gowns for an up coming event. He listened to her explanation of events, and her feelings on the matter. Not so much surprised as she was relieved to find her father took her side, and even suggested the next time he traveled away, that she was to accompany him; and she happily agreed.
Upon learning of her husbands return, her mother was quick to set up a meeting between he and the Lord Vlaken. Both her mother and the Lord truly expected for her father to readily agree to an arrangement of marriage, and that they would be greatly compensated in return. This outraged her father, that the Lord thought his daughter but a commodity to be bought or sold. In turn his venomous response of refusing the Lords interest in his daughter, and also announcing that on his next departure, his daughter would be accompanying him.
When this came out, this enraged the Lord and angered his wife greatly. That was when the two began to plot and see they both got what they wanted. The next event to take place, was a massive hunt in which all the Noble Lords would be expected to engage in, and their game to be that prepared for the dinner at the ball the following night. The Ladies would gather at the massive estate the event would transpire at, going over wardrobes and hackling like a bunch of hens as they fawned over the handsome Lords and chattered the latest gossip. The Lord and her mother plotted to rid the one and only thing that stood in their way, for accidents always happened during hunts. Oblivious to all actions, was she and her father, as he took to soothing her ruffled feathers when she was informed she could not partake of the hunt. She found that outlandish and unfair that she had to remain with all the cackling hens.
Days would pass and all seemed good and back in order. The Lord had made no more visits to the Von Drasek Manor, and her mother seemed subdued in pressing the marriage matter with her daughter and husband. She and her father figured that peace had finally encompassed their home, and they were even looking forward to the up coming event. If they only new the truth, perhaps the outcome would have been different.
Soon the three would travel to the massive estate of Hallsteinn Vlaken, for it was he who hosted the events that were to take place. The next day the men prepared for their hunt, given well wishes by their family members and friends as a luncheon was held to see them off. She stood off to the side, watching longingly as the men mounted their horses in preparation to ride away. Her eyes were upon her father, who would glance her way and offer a smile, then blow her a kiss that caused a smile to then appear upon her lips. Oblivious was she to the eyes of the Lord Vlaken upon her, like a hungry wolf would eye an injured rabbit it stalked. When they rode away, that would be the last time she seen her father alive.
The story upon the hunting parties return, was that an accident occurred when a spear meant for a charging bore missed its mark and buried into her fathers back. Meant to be stated as words of comfort to mother and child, was Lord Vlaken's words in saying her father suffered not. But it was the look shared by her mother and the Lord that gave her reason to pause, until her grief over took her mind and emotions. Until the day of her fathers funeral, she left the manor at dawn to ride through the massive forests, and never returned before dusk. It was upon the eve of her last return, that she'd learn the truth of what transpired, and her life would be forever changed.
It was during the final viewing of her fathers remains, that she found the inability to be in the room with the shell of her fathers being. She knew in her heart that her father had risen to now sit within the Halls of Valhalla with their family members and friends who had long since passed. That he sat at the great table, with a horn of mead within his hand, and surrounded by laughter; but this did little to sooth her aching heart. Instead she excused herself from the showing, and hid herself away. It was during this time that her mother and the Lord stole away to gloat and discuss future benefits. It was also the first time her mother asked for the details of her husbands death, to which she got a detailed description of how it was the Lord Vlaken himself that threw the spear that ended his life.
As if this wasn't a big enough blow to the emotionally fragile young girl in hiding, another slap in her face was the sound of their muffled laughter as they spoke of not only these details, but the arrangements that would soon follow once her father was set to sea upon a boat set ablaze; as was the Norse way of burial. Oh how she wanted to jump out and confront them both, to unleash the surge of anger that now raged inside her, and the hatred that was beginning to fester in her heart. But, she moved not an inch, frozen in place by the shock of what she learned. It wasn't hard to mask her feelings during the funeral procession and the lighting of the pyre, for the tears did that all by themselves; all felt heartbroken at seeing the young girls pain.
She managed to avoid all contact with everyone after they stood and watched the blazing ship sink into the Bay. Returning home and locking herself away in her room, and the fact that all was giving respect for the grieving process. But she wasn't grieving as they thought she would, instead it was her turn to plot and it was revenge that now burned brightly in her heart. Not just revenge against the Lord who's hand was responsible for her fathers death, but also against her mother for her part.
Revenge is indeed sweet, but it's also better served cold .... and this would give her time to set her stage for the next act .....
<~To be continued ....~>